u/prettywords_

Hi.

I'm from Canada, I'm a nurse.

I like hockey, reading, documentaries, horror, hiking, camping, swimming, trying new foods, video games.

I have a bf if that matters.

Don't dm me if you're maga.

My ex was constantly jealous. He didn't want me to have male friends, he'd get whiny and sulk if I went to a bar, and he'd get angry if I found a famous person attractive.

My current boyfriend bought me tickets to see my famous crush play and teases me about my "other boyfriend" sometimes but he doesn't care. He doesnt mind if I have male friends and he trusts me to go out with my girl friends. His confidence and lack of jealousy actually make him so sexy to me.

I wanted too much time in a relationship with a guy who constantly made me feel like I was doing something wrong.

I'm a straight woman, in a relationship with a man and we have a great sex life.

But I can only get myself off to gay smut. It has to be 2 men. If I read straight erotica it does absolutely nothing for me.

Is this normal? Why am I like this? Can anyone relate?

I have no idea why 2 guys together turns me on so much. Sometimes I feel guilty like I'm fetishizing gay men or something.