It gets better, my experience 2 months after seperation
After the break up and when I got help and the restraining order I was so miserable I lost 20 pounds in the span of 2 months. I became physical sick and ill from being detached from him. For the first time in 2 months, things are finally becoming okay. . If you can take any advice from me, it’s to do ANYTHING to take your mind off things, stay busy, get a new hobby, be with friends and family, go on walks and get into the habit of NO CONTACT. I really recommend getting a restraining order. It helps create a mental wall that you can’t go back because you went through a legal process to obtain the order. Also if you are facing DV from a relationship, especially if you are young like me, even if you believe you will never find love again or trust someone enough to in a relationship, remind yourself that dating is only one aspect of life. You lived before without him and you can live after him.