u/priy0trauma

Not in a bad headspace or something but it just hit me that damn I really am in the most important academic year of my life and I have not really sorted anything I wish to achieve or be a part of in the coming years.. I look at my peers who are searching courses online, sorting colleges while I'm just idk? Laid back shayad.. I just feel like waiting till my final result is out and then I just set the goals because cbse toh bhai is unpredictable asf so I might just expect something fir kuch aisa marks milega ki woh possible hi na ho

Why does everyone assume that I am a mediocre student the moment I say that I've chosen humanities (scored 82% in 10th, therefore opted for pcb but it turned out to be absolutely terrible) therefore using my self awareness I took a step back and no matter how ashamed was to face a world which would treat me as a failure I chose humanities in 12th but hell Nawh man.. not just my friends from the previous classes (science) started thinking of me as a dumb ahh girl but also the new classmates of mine? Like bro be fr man

(Btw I passed all three subs, pcb, but I scored way less than expected and my base wasn't strong either which implied that neet was not possible for me and science without maths not that handy)