u/ptxlyssy

I have the biggest sweet tooth in the world, and my all time favorite cookies are the Gideon's bakehouse chocolate chip cookies. I've been really struggling recently, and last night my bf went and bought me 2 cookies and a bouquet of roses but instead of being grateful I waited until he went to sleep and poured soap on them so I couldn't be tempted and threw them away. I feel fucking evil. He surprised me with something I love and all I could feel was anger. This disorder is so isolating