u/pyar_nhi_hoga_merese

So there's this guy (19m) which is my(19f) best friend of like 3 years at this point.

Look I was a firm believer of "ek ldka ek ldki bilkul dost ho skte h"
Like I was way too sure, jab naye naye dost bane the tab I tied rakhi to him, and no he didn't hesitate, he went along

BUT

BUT

BUT

Now I got to realise why people said "ek ldka aur ek ldki kbhi dost nhi ho skte"

The thing is we do everything (minus those physical stuff in relationships) due to which people assume us if we are dating or we are together

We both have denied endlessly that we wont date even if earth gonna get destroyed tomorrow

Though it doesn't matter anymore more, past tense cause my brain decided to betray me and rewind all those group hangouts where we would gravitate towards each others, those 1-1 hangouts, endless class memories, library sessions and stuff

And the top of this, he does things which should be illegal like he REMEMBERS stuff which I casually say during some casual conversation like who even does that Who the f gave you that permission to file those stuffs😭

And he just just knows when I'm off even before I open my fkin mouth and that how well I know about how he knows me well if that makes sense How the fck am I supposed to function normally around this person

AND

AND

AND

And I just saw him playing with a 3 yo kid and my heart just went Aww 🥰🥰, it just did something in my heart like so gentle and soft and what no I don't even know how to describe it like I don't have words like have a baby with him(ik im just 19, no way im getting pregnant at 19, way too young, but feelings smjho ywar 💔🥀)

And no this wasn't enough, he gifted me a handmade scarf, and yeah he learnt crocheting for this like he actually sat and learnt it. Khud hi btao ki how do I act normally??

Aur fir wo kbhi kisi aur ldki ke bare me bolta h and andr hi andr I just wanna m_πd€r that girl. I don't wanna even imagine him with a diff girl

gurlies who have went through similar experience like thiis, help me pls

ik again this is a relationship shitpost but i cant help, irl to kisi ke sath yh bkchodi nhi pel skti cause they would end up shipping us more, plus usko pta lg jayega to muh kese dikhaungi god, its embarassing at this point like actually embarrassing

and please for god's sake do not tell me to confess, i dont wanna destroy the important friendship

Tldr:- fell for the bestfriend which I tied rakhi 2 years ago, tell me what to do except CONFESSING

So there's this guy (19m) which is my(19f) best friend of like 3 years ATP

we do all the stuff(minus those physical stuff) due to which people would definitely think that we are dating lol

though we both have denied endlessly that we wont date even if earth gonna get destroyed tomorrow but lately im thinking about all those past memories of him and me and those random hangouts in college campus, small to small moments which makes no sense to a third person

lowkey jal ke rakh ho jaati hu when he mentions some other girl

gurlies who have went through similar experience like thiis, help me

ik again this is a relationship shitpost but i cant help, irl to kisi ke sath yh bkchodi nhi pel skti cause they would end up shipping us more, plus usko pta lg jayega to muh kese dikhaungi

god, its embarassing at this point

and please do not tell me to confess, i dont wanna destroy the slowburn friendship