Early onset depression & burnout
I started my first full-time job almost 2 months ago and i’ve interned 3 times with 3 different places (full-time), all which I loved but they had no available full time positions when that time rolled around. I accepted an offer at a firm i had never worked at but it’s one of the bigger firms. Excited because i get to live in florida but i have no family here and barely have time to meet new people and explore because i work so much (45 hrs min) so i prioritize sleep in my free time. i’m starting to sink; losing my appetite and desire to go out the house, and feeling like im not adequate. is it worth looking into companies with better work life balance despite it being so early in my career? or at least moving back home (home is 800 miles away)? i don’t want to fall out of love with engineering or work