im the cadet no one wants to talk to :(
as you can see in the photo, no one wanted to sit with me. thats not what im bothered about because i like having my legs up while listening to music.
anyways i feel really shitty because i have to spend a week with these people and i really didnt want to come because i have no friends and no social skills. i feel as though no one in my detachment even likes me because every week i just sit on my own and no one has ever even tried to speak to me.
im so sick of always being left out. ive tried pushing myself into different groups, ive tried being overly nice, ive even tried offering everyone sweets and stuff just so they like me. im just so lonely every camp and im done with it, im sick of seeing everyone but me with their own little group.
my friendlessness has even caused a major setback in my progress - ive been in the acf since 2021 and still not got my lance corporal yet because apparently they 'need ncos the cadets will listen to'.
this makes me feel like just because no one wants to be friends with me, im not good enough to progress.
another thing i think catches everyone out is the fact i have tourettes and they think its weird or something? idk, i always get stared at which makes me tic more and i think they find it amusing.
does anyone have any tips on how to make them like me? if not, it doesnt matter because im probably going to quit next week anyway.
thanks for reading 🩷