u/redhead_bedhead_25

So here I am, again. Single.

Maybe I pick incorrectly, maybe I'm too much, maybe I'm not enough, maybe it's all that.

I'm done. I've so much love to give, so many adventures I want to go on, quiet, intimate and tender moments I want - but alas, I'm depleted now.

Love has evaded me my whole life - it's all just a mess.

Maybe I'm meant to be alone, maybe I'm to just meant to make people laugh and brighten their day.

I just miss having a huge cuddle and someone to tell me they've got me. I'm tired of always being alone.

Its nice to be friends with my exes though, but maybe no one needs me anyway...

I got sent a sample of the Estee Lauder revitalizing supreme serum. I've been using it for a week, had comments on my skin being less dry and I have noticed improvements in hydration and wrinkles etc.

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Had anyone used this long term?

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I'm struggling to justify the £100+ price tag to be honest.

Thank you.

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To the men I have loved, lost and especially to the 3 who hurt me beyond measure.

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I know who I am now, what I am capable of and the sky is the limit.

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N - thank you for the 3 years of emotional and sexual abuse - I survived and became aware of things I was too naive to understand before.

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S - thank you for the long loveless marriage - we're friends but I know that honesty, communication and the ability to grow is essential next time in a relationship. I need an equal, not an avoidant L..

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T - thanks for constantly thinking I was cheating, when all along it was you. Thanks for using me and breaking my trust. You were the narcissist all along, not your ex wife.

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It won't be too long now - I'll be out of this town for good. No more ghosts, no more memories - time to make new ones in a new place.