Being physically attractive is not enough...
I go to the gym 6 times a week, 2 hours each day. I buy and buy skincare to have the clearest skin. I apply sunscreen and exfoliate to prevent wrinkles and body acne. I eat the most organic and healthy food products that my money can buy and yet, theres two insecurities I can't seem to improve, my voice and my intelligence...
I read once a day, but can rarely finish a book. I raise my voice in high pitch to sound more feminine. I have great memorization for random topics and facts but can't seem to memorize complex formulas and names. I've been friends with intelligent people in the past but have always felt insecure next to them by how slow I was at grasping certain concepts. I've watched videos on how to make my voice sound more feminine and how to become more intelligent. However no matter how hard I try to change those insecurities, I always seem to get comments on those two things about me.
I have been made fun of by how my relaxed voice sounds like and made to question my intelligence at certain times. I used to think that having a glow up would somehow make me less likely to receive those comments but that hasn't been the case for me at all.