u/revolutiontear

I am too shy to text people I know, so imagine how that goes for complete strangers. I like following people I have shared interests with, sometimes even telling myself that ill dm them once they follow back, but it never goes further than that.

I keep thinking that if I did talk to anyone (and not ghost them somehow) they'd just get bored of me eventually, of learn something they might not like. Meanwhile If i dont I get to have them as potential-friends forever with no risk of it ever souring. Its very stupid.

I have irl friends so i dont feel THAT lonely but I dont feel any closeness to them