Having a rough week. I can feel it building.
I can feel the stress and anger building this week, lots of things are super busy at work.
Does anyone else feel like they are on a rail that's destined for a breakdown, and no matter how much you try and calm things, it's like I have no choice that I wilk get overloaded and breakdown.
I'm sat in my office, trying not to burst into tears. Not a good look for a 45 year old guy in a corporate office.
Something else I've noticed is when im speaking out loud it's like my brain can't find the next word. It's weird, when im more relaxed I can speak fine, but when im feeling overwhelmed I can't form sentences.
Guess im just putting down my feelings.
At work they say that autism is a super power. I just want it to go away. I don't have any super powers.