Unsure if I’d be into my girlfriend doing acts on me?
For context and background me and my gf are both girly but she’s 4’10 and I’m 5’5. Also I’m like 99% into boys and 1% into girls and she’s like 99% into girls and 1% into boys. Also she’s very like submissive and I’m definitely dominant ( not intentionally😭I just get annoyed and mean easily ) she’s also like 6 months younger than me.
I fear I would feel awkward if she was to like touch me and stuff and that I wouldn’t be into it. I’ve also never dated a girl before but I’ve been thinking a lot about things to do with sex as I’m pretty sure she expects things like that. I’ve been thinking how I’d be ok dating a girl and not having her touch me in sexual ways but id be okay with touching or pleasuring her yk what i mean? But I don’t think that’s sustainable if we want to last as if she ever wants to like ‘see’ me or do anything for me I’d immediately feel weird so idk what to do or if I’m just straight😭
I’ve also never done anything apart from kissed and dated guys and im kind of insecure when it comes to thinking about sex and stuff so maybe I’m simply not ready but also our dynamic is a big factor. I hope this all makes sense 😅