u/rjensen1309

I served 3 years in NYSDOCCS, and towards the end of my bid I quit porn and masturbation entirely as I tried to turn my life around and make changes...I abstained for many many months. Now I feel like I'm tripping up here and there, even though I don't watch porn.

I'm wondering if I was conditioned to feel this way because of the time I had to serve in the system, or am I really trying to get closer to God...don't know where else to put this.