Im overcome w feels fining a community. It just dawned on me to look as i vehemently avoid social media for 10+ years now. Its just too hear wrenching to scroll FB.. if yk yk, and yall know, yk.༯
Lol its going to be obvious idk how to use reddit properly lol im working on it.
its so.. everything all at once.. being a super empath forged in relentless systematic narcissistic abuse over two decades endlessly in that special kind of hell that rewrites that who is you on a metaphysical level.. all w my four glorious beautiful children there..
i made to the other side. I am the Phoenix.
i am grateful for the pain i endured bc without it i would be blind and lost.
I am also saddened by the trauma particularly my kids trauma.. while knowing the the human condition requires such things to rise above and out of the fog of the masses
We are the ones who are here to reach out our hands.. lending guidance and understanding to bring others out of darkness..
Its a lonely lonely road to walk tho..
Fundamentally understanding others makes it impossible not to know (physically experience) the pains and the joys of what led them to what they have become.. sadly in this epoch most were shaped in generational torment.
It is heavy.
..the inverse being impossible they even look to see us.
we understand people
people couldn't possibly understand us
leaving us w all this big heavy emotional stuff to carry alone bc sharing falls on deaf ears
This is why we are awakened in soul shattering trauma.
..and why evil ones cause sm trauma to the most innocent.. they become malleable.. never allowed to complete the metamorphosis.. that is way big to feel and actually comprehend.. in this day in age in particular..
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