lost fic

hi, I'm looking for what I thought was a really famous fic but it has seemingly vanished? it was an arranged marriage fic with Wei Ying moving to the CR and the whole fic had this persistent theme of him gradually disappearing, losing himself to the suppression of the CR with Lan Zhan just not really noticing or understanding what was going on. it was super angsty and didn't have a traditionally happy ending. I do remember that the author later did a commentary on the fic as well, where they added their own thoughts and intentions into the bulk of the fic.

it was a one-shot if I remember right, but quite long. any help would be appreciated, thank you ❤️

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u/runonia — 9 days ago
▲ 4.0k r/AO3

This comment lived rent free in my brain during my entire work shift

I'm going to go home and write the filthiest smut for this pairing ever. I don't even know how to reply to this comment otherwise.

Edit: I just checked they didn't even leave kudos, this smut sequel is definitely getting a dedication now

u/runonia — 19 days ago