u/ryozb1tch

Hi guys!! I’m going to attend miku expo in Paris this November and I’m really excited, but I’d like to have some help on how to attend it best :) I got VIP packages for me and my mom and I wanted to know if anyone knows what’s the best time to get there for 1. The merch (since I’d like quite a few things) and 2. For the concert in general.

Also usually if someone lines up at 10am do you think it would be doable to get back to the hotel to put everything down and go back after for the concert in the evening?

And another thing: I’m a cosplayer and I’d like to go with a cosplay (maybe the jirai/vampire version since it seems to be the most comfortable), but I’m a bit scared it might be uncomfortable :((( (also I’m really scared people might harass me? Idk :(( I’m quite anxious but I’d really like to do that)

Oh and also I was thinking of giving out freebies such as stickers made by me and maybe some cards? (Idk if I’m the community it’s done a lot like I’m the kpop concert communities, I don’t wanna seem weird TT)

Thanks a lot!! Hope I’ll see lots of you there :>>

(I’m still not diagnosed, so tell me if I’m exaggerating) I’ve been having one of the worst period so far (it seems to just be getting worse every period I have), and I told my friend (who has also lot of chronic illness etc) that I got so bad I even got a burn from my hot water bottle. She told that I should learn how to bear with the pain, because even if it’s that severe I can’t just burn myself because of it, the heated bottle is the only thing that seems to help, meds don’t help much and I can barely walk from the pain. I feel almost angry that she expect me to just give up the only thing that gives me a glimpse of help because it’s burning me, I can’t even feel the burn compared to the pain in feeling

Almost 2 years ago I started going to a gynaecologist, and I explained my pain: I could get out of bed and go to school, I could almost walk from the intensity of my pain, had trouble with nausea, pain in joint, back, and even when I went to the toilet to pee. She said it might be endometriosis and put me on a birth control pill, didn’t work it made the pain less intense but I lost tons of blood everyday for 3 months. My mom told me it was normal but I crashed out and went to see her again, she changed my pill and I have my periods (that weren’t supposed to come anymore) every 2 weeks, pain more or less same as before. Then I got put in the psych ward for an attempt, I’m better now but I stopped all my medication, I was tired of stuffing my body of stuff that was useless lol. After the pill she got me and MRI and a radio but she saw nothing, so now I’m trying to get back on a gynaecologist and trying to get my diagnosis, but I’m scared i won’t have it? (It’s not a good thing obviously, but… I’m tired of suffering and having no idea why I’m in so much pain). Anyone can tell me how the diagnosis process went? My doctor told me that I’ll probably need an operation so that they can actually see if it’s endometriosi or smth else and I’m scared, what if they don’t find anything at all? Idk