depressed at college
i’ve been feeling super depressed recently, and I don’t know what to do about it. when school first started i had a lot of ambition to make friends and meet people. it seems like many people here already know each other from high school, which makes it harder. i tried to join clubs, most specifically a cappella, but i didn’t get into any after callbacks. and to be honest, none of the other clubs interest me. now ive kind of run out of energy and enthusiasm to meet people or try anything. i almost want to drop out but there is too much at stake for that, and i think i just want my high school life back anyway. i was wondering if i am alone in this feeling
i also think my roommate (who has a ton of friends) thinks that i am lazy and never leave the room 😭