learned that my chart was weak - and life esp. making money feels tough and im at rock bottom atm - could you help me analyze what i can do to live happily and in flow? TIA!
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learning more abt my BaZi chart really depressed me bc i thought that i was an earth dragon and thats a powerful sign but looking at my whole chart, i learned that im a candle in winter and need a lot of support and that im lacking metal and water. life did and does feel very "chewy" to esp. with career and money.
i come out of a very devastating RS and since 1.5 years im unable to get back on my feet - esp. in the money dept. i tried to work freelance for over 15 years but fail to just..... get success i guess. i do all the work, tenacity, sticking to it, i give in 100% but rarely get even 10% out as in earning money. i tried to get a regular job but even that doesnt work out atm - and im loosing hope and trust.
im aware that BaZi and all systems are for "fun" and should be taken as inspo not a reason to judge myself. however, im curious what perspective change is possible for me here.
any insights are greatly appreciated.TY!