Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
My first attempt of fmge was jan 26 . I scored 126. I had studied for only 3 months. Couldn't complete course and didn't revised anything. Then worked really hard for this june attempt. Deactivated social media no friends no nothing still I could study only 9 subjects properly and I am pretty sure I am failing again. I am 27 (girl) now soon to turn 28 . Even if I clear jan attempt I will be 29 by the time I will finish my internship. Then there will be pressure to get married. I really wanted to have a job before I get married. But that's not possible now honestly. I don't know where it went all wrong. I was really good in studies in school how can I become so dumb. All my school mates who were so bad in studies are enjoying life going on trip getting married some even some have kids. And here I am not even able to clear a qualifying exam. I feel embarrassed to even talk to them now . I feel so alone . I have no friends. I have disappointed my parents so much. I know there is no solution for it just wanted to vent out everything. It's suffocating me from inside. Wished I had never chosen mbbs.