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If anyone knows any sites/places I can get stuff for a Fyodor cosplay? Preferably not costing more than Fitzgerald's net worth. Also any ideas for extra things like accessories or props? And how much would height matter... ALSO should I wear contacts? I wear glasses but could make it without wearing my glasses.. (I didn't wear them most of the time when I cosplayed Chuuya) I've also never worn contacts and never bought em so any sites or opinions for that is much appreciated! Thinking of going as him for a con in September. I also have one in October so character cosplay recommendations for that would be awesome! Or even for this one if there's a character that would be funner/better to cosplay! Also wondering if I should cosplay RITHOTD Fyodor, Muersault Fyodor, or what..

It comes out weekly which I didn't know lol but I'm so happy

“Takumi”, Himawari whispered to me as we watched our classmates run about the field overhead us, chasing one another about; tossing and catching balls. We had both sprained our ankles during the relay races our class had participated in for P.E. I turned my head to look at her. “Yes?” Himawari paused, as if to build up courage to say something. It must be important, I had thought, since I had been neither intimidating nor cruel. “I…want to be your girlfriend”, Himawari mumbled weakly, her slender fingers picking at the long grass. “I’ve liked you for a while now, Takumi.” She continued; her voice seemed to shake slightly. “Do you…want to be my boyfriend? Do you like me too?” Her eyes finally met mine. I had barely known this girl. How was I supposed to react? What should I have said? “Uh…sure. Yes. I do.” I attempted a lopsided smile. I had never had any sort of feelings towards this girl, but I remained passive. It would do me no good and only deal her harm if I were to have rejected her.

-Three days later.-

Himawari tugged my arm firmly as she guided me to the river nearby. “Come with me on a walk through the forest”, she had told me earlier at school. “I’d like to show you a spot I enjoy.” I nodded and told her I was excited. I was a timid boy, shy even. I was afraid to upset her.

She sat me down on the rocks outlining the clear river. She dipped her feet in slightly as she began to properly hold my hand. This wasn’t right. This isn’t fair. Not to her. I had been deceiving her. “Himawari,” I spoke, my eyes focused on the rocks on the other side of the river. “Would you ever marry a dog?” Himawari raised an eyebrow. “A dog? Really? No, I wouldn’t. I’m a human. That’s weird.” She said the words warmly, giggling to herself as she spoke. It made me feel all the guiltier.

“How about a monkey?” I pressed softly. “It’s closer to a human, but no. It’s wrong. No.” Her hand felt like an iron shackle clasped around each one of my fingers. I began to sweat, my hair sticking to my forehead slightly. “A robot?” “No. I would only ever marry a human, silly.” “So nothing that isn’t human, right?” “Yes. Why? What’s with all the strange questions, Takumi? Are you secretly a dog?” She teased, her free hand absentmindedly toying with her long black hair. The truth was, I wasn’t a human. In a biological sense, maybe. But even so, I was simply an anomaly. An imposter. I didn’t belong with humans. Human society was something ever so foreign to me. It truly had always been this way. I simply was not a human.

Did I love this girl? No. Did I fool her? Most definitely. I was filled with shame—my deceit was truly sinful. “No reason.” I forced a smile for her. I spent the rest of the day treating her with money, presents, and ever-so-faux adoration.

That night, I threw myself into her favorite little river.

That was the end of the little anomaly who was given the name ‘Takumi’.