I genuinely thought I was going to die
I smoked DMT three times today, with about 30 minutes between each session. I didn't break through on any of them.
During the first big hit of the third session, I held the smoke in and exhaled.
And then my lungs just stopped working.
I suddenly couldn't breathe properly. Not in the sense of feeling like I couldn't breathe — I genuinely couldn't get air in or out normally. I had to consciously force my lungs to work. Every breath took an insane amount of effort.
I would breathe in, but it felt like almost nothing was actually getting into my lungs. I could breathe out, but it felt like I was just blowing out empty air.
Then my vision started going blurry.
That's when I became completely convinced that I was going to die.
I was alone on my terrace. My phone wasn't with me. I couldn't even properly move because all of my attention and energy was going into trying to breathe.
I remember thinking that this was it. That I was actually going to die sitting there, and there was absolutely nothing I could do about it.
I kept forcing myself to breathe.
I don't even know how long it lasted. It felt like an eternity.
Then, little by little, I started getting air into my lungs again. At first barely anything, then gradually more and more. Eventually my breathing started returning to normal.
I was fucking terrified.
I've never experienced anything like that in my life. The most horrifying part wasn't the DMT experience itself — it was the very real feeling that my body had simply stopped breathing and that I was running out of time.
I'm still shaken by it.
Has anyone here experienced actual physical difficulty breathing after smoking DMT? I'm not talking about the sensation of being unable to breathe — I'm talking about suddenly being physically unable to get enough air in or out.