u/sandyavanipush

I have an older brother that’s 6’2 conventionally attractive and he gets so many girls and people giggle and kick their feet around him in public. He got hired at a rlly prestigious company straight out of college despite having a 2.9 gpa. He had a relationship in high school, multiple bodies throughout college, etc. Meanwhile there’s me, never had a relationship, when I go out with my friends they all get decently hot guys except for me, and men have said rude stuff to me in the past. I try to not let it get to me but it just sucks because I genuinely cant tell if I’m ugly or not, bc I don’t think I’m as ugly as the way people have treated me 😭😭 I also don’t know if there could be a racism aspect to it