u/sanzukinnie

Image 1 — Attempt at makeup
Image 2 — Attempt at makeup
Image 3 — Attempt at makeup
Image 4 — Attempt at makeup

Attempt at makeup

Hello, this is related from my previous and first post on that subreddit,

As I took into consideration tips from other men under my previous post, I cut my hair a little to give it more sharp/masc look, but still wanted to keep my longer back so I cut just a bit there and mainly trimmed front and back (I used to be an hairdresser), I wanted to keep my hair just little bit longer to be able to put them into mohawk,

Considering some opinions about my piercing, I decided to switch them up a bit, especially my nostrils, as I often saw cis alt guys having spikes rather than hoops + I changed my bridge to spikes and made it more minimal so it won't be as big on my face.

In these pictures, I just filled my eyebrows with some colour, as my natural ones aren't as thick/dark + I naturally have prominent cheek bones so I gave them little lift with bronzer.

Also, on first picture I'm wearing my DIY vest I'm working on (it's not finished so I'll take some suggestions), and I like the silhouette it gives me.

Also I'd like to ask for some tips/opinion or suggestions for shirts etc. As I have severe dysphoria over my chest, and I always fear how from the from everyone can tell I have an chest + I'm very insecure about my arms, they're thin and frail because I'm taking really strong meds (for cancer/leukemia) and it makes me lose weight rapidly, so would love some suggestions on how to hide them better + make my naturally broader shoulders more visible.

Also if some of you guys know good exercises without equipment and gym membership for entire upper body, I'd love to hear them 🫶.

Last picture is little awkward, as it's mainly here to show my face with mentioned boosts under better lighting.

TLDR; Share your opinion on my passing/or lack of it and I would love some suggestions for clothes and upper body exercises.

u/sanzukinnie — 9 hours ago

Dysphoria

I really REALLY need to know if I'm passing even in smallest way, like honest opinion...

Dysphoria is really killing me inside, I often fear I don't have passing at all (I don't like wearing makeup much) because my chest and hips are naturally slightly bigger, I bind but I always fear everyone just sees me as an woman.

I fear refering to myself as "he" in public settings, not even mentioning going to the men's restrooms, because I have 0 idea how I'm perceived, so - as an broke, in homophobic household, 21 yr old man I need some opinions and advices on passing/what could I do (makeup, clothing, hairwise) to make myself appear more masc.

I fear every smallest thing in my body or on my face looks feminine, so that's why these pictures aren't the best (i simply hate taking pics of myself), but I simply wish to know how to make myself more comfortable.

- Also, can't get a job for hormonal therapy and needed psychiatrist follow ups rn, which fucking sucks, but yeah... I wish some of you guys could help struggling young man out, every bit of advice/opinion will be detrimental for me rn. 😭

u/sanzukinnie — 1 day ago