I Just Want to Scream
I had a phone appointment with a genetic counselor today to go over the first of two genetic tests I did - luckily covered by insurance - through JScreen after passing their questionnaires regarding my ethnic background, family and personal health histories, and a few other things. The tests were done through Myriad Genetics: 1) BRCA and Hereditary Cancer Risk Screen (why I wanted to do this in the first place since I couldn't get anyone to do a BRCA test for 5 years of various doctors and myself trying - though this tests for a much larger amount of genes) 2) Women's Health Foresight Carrier Screen.
The call did not go well. The genetic counselor was supposed to be going over the Women's Health Foresight Carrier Screen Results, which picked up multiple rare diseases I already have, a couple things I was unaware of but may or may not be symptomatic for, and missed things that weren't being tested for but also missed things it should have due to not testing the intron mutations, setting the VAF% too high, and various other reasons. That is at least logical though, even if I don't like it.
What isn't, and what makes me want to scream, is having the genetic counselor spend the majority of her time on the phone with me telling me the results don't matter because I'm not planning on having a baby and my age the fact that I had a hysterectomy due to cancer makes the results irrelevant so I shouldn't concern myself with them. This is a WOMAN by the way. People seem to think these attitudes prevail towards male health providers but not in my experience they don't.
I WANT TO SCREAM!!! I AM NOT A FRIGGIN' INCUBATOR!!!
MY GENES are relevant to MY HEALTH. This is not a test meant to rule me out for Eugenics purposes because my genes disqualify me from participating as a Handmaiden being used to help bring about Nietzsche's Ubermensch. GRAAAAH!