When will I feel me again? Prozac failed me.
You probably have seen this post already because I’m posting everywhere for any sort of relief and reassurance haha sorry to those who keep seeing it but yeah, I’m not well.
Long story short, I was on Prozac for 3 years for anxiety and came off of it January 2026. I was very lucky I had zero side effects coming on or off the medication. Decided to go back on it on May 7th, regretting it ever since, and had the most debilitating experience to the point where I called out of work for an entire week, had to call the suicide hotline & essentially became a shell of who I was. My psychiatrist told me let’s get you off, this isn’t normal or good for you. I was on 20 mg for 7 days, 10 mg for 3 days and now today is my 4th day not taking the medication. I’m beating myself up because I should have never tried to go back on it, I didn’t need to. Now I feel more fucked up than ever. Spoke with a psychiatrist today and she said she’s never seen this before (someone be on a medication for 3 years, go off and then go back on and completely not tolerate it at all) and basically told me she didn’t know what to tell me and that hopefully I feel better soon. I feel defeated. I’m trying to tell myself I can’t possibly expect to feel 100% like myself again only 4 days after being off the medication. I’m trying to remind myself I WILL get back to my baseline, I WILL feel happy again and excited about life and friendships and family and events. But yeah I feel defeated. Could really use some validation and reassurance that I’m only days away from being back to me. And curious, has anyone had my experience before? Has anyone been on and off and back on again but couldn’t tolerate it? Thanks everyone 🤍