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I’m desperate to shift. More than anything possible. I’ve been having a really rough time and need to shift out of here and I’ve been trying for weeks. I’ve done every method under the sun, sleeping, awake, everything. I meditate every day sometimes for hours at a time. I’m running out of ideas here and need guidance please help
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If so how does it work? Like for example I script myself to be an absolute prodigy at the guitar and I am now fluent in Japanese and Spanish at the same time, will I just wake up with the knowledge of how do all that? It's a bit hard to wrap my head around as I haven't shifted yet. (Any advice in the comments would be wonderful btw please help me im desperate to permashift)