u/shammyadv

How do you know if what you feel can also be materialized into something real? This uncomfortable feeling pushes me to go. Seeking what resonates with my soul, i must know. A small spark is all that I require, with reckless abandon and absolute confidence I set my life on fire. Chasing and wanting has always felt wrong because ive always known its where I dont belong. With intentions that seemed unclear, finally after years it finally appeared. Even though I could give it no trust, the desire dictates closer I must. It was never supposed to be mine, only a lesson needed it was time. There was no explanation as to why, my beliefs rapidly turned into lies. Insecurities upfront and present, i hewr you loud and clear. Into the desert to dispose of that fear. Wrapped up with love snd embrace, damn it i knew this was the place. Alone I challenged the universe to show me why. Only when I opened my eyes I could truly see in the vibrant night sky.. it was only I.