Texted my faculty advisor asking at what time i should report at the department for final registration and he jus left me on seen :) Also what to do with that nitris portal.... someone tell me plzzzz
I am thinking abt partial drop for neet (on borderline marks this year, may get selected maybe not) so I wanna get some idea abt how's the schedule there and what we hv to study for the first semester
This is beyond disgusting.
It may be a controversial title but I will explain why I feel like this. So I was having lunch a while ago, my mother and my masi were making rotis beside me. While I was eating, my masi said 'sabzi mein tomato daalne se zyada accha lgta but didi (my mother) ne mna krdiya'. To which I just said 'wo hrr cheez k liye mna hi krdeti hain' in a casual way. NOTHING ELSE. Just when i said this, she started beating me and said 'Sharam nahi aati apne mummy ke baare mein bura bolte hue, itne log marr jaate hain tu kyun nahi marr jaati' Not just this, she said some cuss words can't mention them here and also said 'raste mein kisi ladke ke saath bhaag kyun nhi jaati, kuch toh hota nahi terese, na sundar h na padhai krti h kon shaadi krega, bss bojh h' And I just wondered how can a women say this to her daughter???. Aur ye sb toh aaj kl mere liye normal hogya h, I hv been through worse. And at this point even I want to die. I wish something would happen and I die because I don't have the courage for self h.rm.
This is not a rant post, I am writing this out of helplessness. I always thought things would get better, but ig they never will and I hv nw run out of patience. Kisise kuch share v nhi kr skti, kisse v krun khud sharam aati h kisiko ye sb bolne se. I remember calling my father, crying sobbing out of breath, and told him 'Papa, mummy bohot maar rhi hain please aap unhe bolo nhi maarein'. And you know what he told me? He said 'ye sb overacting bnd kar'. I just froze. Offline kisi dost se share krne ka try krun toh they say 'Ye sb toh hota rehta h, mummy papa acche k liye bolte hain, tu exaggerate kr rhi h'. BRO I WISH I WAS EXAGGERATING. I WISH I WAS! Pr unki v koi glti nhi h. Jiske saath hota h sirf usko pta hota h kaisa lgta h. And I wish no child gets to know how it feels. No one. Normal hota toh shyd mein aaj ye sb nhi likh rhi hoti. I knw normal kya hota h and torture kya hota h.
Khaane mein, pehen ne mein, padhai mein koi kmi nhi ki lekin kya sirf ye sb krne se, paise kharch krne se, sb parents bn jaate hain?.
If anyone is going through something like this, I pray things get better for you and may God give you the courage to go through this.