Should I cancel or go?
Helloo!! So I'm going on Erasmus+ for the winter semester in Berlin. I have almost everything sorted out, however, I am really scared. I have type 1 diabetes, and while I thought I could manage it during my Erasmus, I was diagnosed with graves' disease two months ago. If I go, I will still be in touch with my endocrinologist in my home country, and we will manage the doses of my thyroid meds and continue the general management of my illnesses. However, this is terrifying me more and more every day. I’m also going without a grant from my home university, and I am thinking of looking for a job there, which has no guarantee, of course. With all of this going on, I don't know if I should cancel my semester while I can, as I feel like all of this could overshadow my Erasmus experience. I don't want to lose the experience of a lifetime and regret it later, but the uncertainties are stressing me out so much and I feel like I will not have a good semester as my starting date comes closer and closer. I am just curious if anyone has been in a similar situation. I would love to hear some insights from a different perspective. Thank you so much