Am I an extrovert or am I just reckless?
By nature I'm a pretty extroverted person. I don't really care what others think, I can interact and communicate with others easily and I'm also kinda loud.
Now Im debating whats the fine line between being extroverted and confident in yourself and being socially reckless.
For context I come from a very close minded post soviet eastern European country. Everything you do, you get stared at.
I sing along with my friends (even if not loud), I get stared at.
I get excited, I get stared at.
I dance at concerts and sing along, I get stared at.
I speak loudly, or scream with my friends I get stared at. (This is quite understandable).
And while I dont give a damn about others opinion, the stares just get uncomfortable.
I tried taking my shirt off at a concert (having a tank top underneath it) and I was filmed at.
I screamed at a concert (around 30k people), I got yelled at and got told to go fuck myself.
And I'll admit, Ive done some stupid stuff and I take accountability for them and I get why I might have gotten stared at.
But recently Ive started thinking about if its me thats the problem, or the society I live in?