u/shinys6

I have this fic bookmarked and I read it sometime this month, but I completely forgot the name and plot! All I could remember was a conversation Neil and Andrew had, where Neil says something about how Matt and the others think he's like them (healed and normal) but he thinks there's something inherently wrong with him; he chooses not to do bad because he likes his life, not because of any morals. This conversation was at a point where Neil and Andrew weren't together in the fic. It's an au fic where Andrew is interested in oblivious Neil way before they get together, even though it takes a while for them to become 'friends' and the fic is through Neil's narrative.