do you feel?
How often do you feel discomfort from an incomplete picture of the world? If you feel it at all
I often thought that if something upset me, the fact that I might have missed something common in my life experience, it was shame. But as it turned out, it’s not just shame; there’s also frustration from the fact that there’s now a kind of blind spot that I can’t explore and learn anything about. I know what I’m actually interested in and what I’d like to do for the rest of my life, but even with that, I still can’t help but want to try something or look at something that has nothing to do with me at all. Sometimes it’s even harmful things. And mostly, you’re not really chasing emotions because negative emotions are unpleasant for me and, overall, not very varied, but rather trying to learn or see how something works. If possible, preferably through your own experience.
Do you think this is more of a personality trait, or could it be related to e5?
Damn, I hope this text is clear. Let me know in any case.