u/shittycarvings

I have a goal of earning 5000$ in the next 5 years. That's the amount of money I lost on the CFDs, in my country it's A LOT so it's hard to cope with this loss. 5 year span allows me to write off my loss for the IRS, so no tax on earnings. What I want to ask is: do you have any recommendations for books/ articles/ tools that could help me learn and achieve this goal? I don't want to gamble my money away as I did to this point, so I know i have a lot to learn.