I fucked up my IOE
so long story short,
I cracked ioe in low rank 3.5k smth tira but Idk how did it turned that way, padhe jasto ni lagxa, tarah still that happened ani I was scared I won't be able to get into any colleges, since private ko fee way high hunxa , year gap lini socheko thye, tarah year gap liyera ni jhan birsinxu jhai lathyo ani i wanted to study B arch sm, apparently ioe chitwan had a seat left and form varesi i got selected for admission and ik many of the poeple don't even know about that tei vayera ni idk how this will turn out kina vane it's not even a famous college so idk how it will go, tarah my brother who lives in chitwan said his friend has also did b arch there and told me it was good , thorai student vayera ramro sanga focus garxan hola aba gayesi thahunxa tarah i still don't know what went wrong in my ioe, i still think what if maile ajhai padheko vaye k hunthyo vanera , I just want to study so hard in my bachelor and graduate it with pride, and it's not even that maile study seriously linna i do ,tarah idk k bigryo ani I wanted to get things off my chest, I hope everything will be worth it.