hello i'd like to know if this is pgad? pgad adjacent(?) or something else...?
original post was written back in june 19. the sensations started around june 15 and only subsided by june 20. it came back yesterday (28th).
"so, im asking here because i can't afford a doctor right now and i'm also trying to avoid my mom being a bit nosy if i ever visit one (not so good rship so i dont like telling her things about my health) so pls tell me if its something i need to see someone for or not :')
anyway, i had my period over the weekend and just finished yesterday. i was bored by day 2 night time (monday), and decided to be Not bored by whipping out my ol' buddy the vibrator. don't judge, but i just used it over my pants and was wearing a pad as well. didn't reach climax so i tried again hours later. nothing. next day, i also tried it. nope. next day, nothing. so i was like, okay body is definitely just not in the mood then lol
but then i started feeling the arousal kind of sensation around the vaginal opening area(?) the entire day on wednesday. even without stimulation from anything. i've felt it days prior, during my attempts, but it went away, so an entire day made me a bit "uhhh...??". its the first time i've felt something like this over the years i've jacked off and i decided okay lets back off from tryna get some Me Time, and figured that maybe i just over did it? like i contracted my pelvic muscles too much from tryna achieve (a failed) climax too often but nothing was happening?
yesterday and as i am writing this, i still feel it. i wonder if its happening because i'm suddenly KEENLY aware of it happening. when i wake up from sleep, its not there. when i'm focused on something that requires my full attention, i don't notice it. only when i truly pay it any mind.
is it something physical or psychosomatic/mental? did the pad do something to irritate the nerves or whatever? i did a sort of "push" movement to trigger my orgasm (unsuccessfully multiple times) and that also gave my pelvic area some sorta pressure sensation digging into me. now that one is gone thankfully.
granted ive done this a couple of times while wearing them without issue so idk what happened...
thank you to anyone who can gimme advice and/or calm me from overthinking things TwT"
ive tried jerking off to see if it'll subside after that. i thought it did but it didnt, so now im just at a loss and am worried.
i hope i didnt fuck myself up just cuz i was bored ughh...
any insight is appreciated :')
edit: