u/silverhatchback

I'm happy for my brother but fuck. Special kind of embarrassment and shame and anger for my younger sibling to be in a happy relationship while I've never received any sort of romantic or even just positive attention from a man. Why does he get all the good genes that make him likable, and fun, and a hard worker, and someone with spirit that people want to be around? And I'm a fuck up undatable loser that can't keep a friend or a job or any sort of commitment at all.

Anyway, cheers. Another Friday night alone in my room. Drinking fireball shooters which is what my Mom drank in the depths of her alcoholism. Yay. I'm just like her but ugly and probably autistic.