u/sinsofangels

Mine is that in s3 we find out John's performance at the edm festival was a hit that went viral on the internet and became so famous Leslie got to see how John really feels about him 🥹

if any part of you doesn't want this, it's not going to happen

Edit to add more context because I seem to have hurt some people with this, and it wasn't my intention for it to sound judgmental. I was coming at it from the point of view of I think a lot of my freeze comes from feeling pushed into things when I secretly wasn't really ready but I was expected to be, and that it would have been really fucking nice for an adult to have seen and recognized that and said, hey, it's ok, we don't have to do this if you're not okay with it.

Recently when I've been checking in with my body I've been able to feel how I'm clenching my stomach. So I've been working on consciously relaxing it when I notice it. It goes right back to tense as soon as I stop paying attention, but I've noticed now that when I'm in a stressed state, consciously relaxing my stomach does actually help me feel better.

All the other grounding exercises never really felt like anything. At best they would keep the stress from getting worse but the moment I stopped doing them, the stress would shoot up again. When relaxing my stomach I can actually feel a decrease in the stress.

I just applied and was waiting for an email, and I was checking out the DA site and clicked on the Work On Projects tab and it was displaying the same timeline as I had seen when I finished my application, but it had moved me to the next step, ID verification. I still haven't gotten the acceptance email!

I did get the verify your email email, so I know they have the right address, and I checked my all, spam and trash folders and nothing.