Incredibly confused
Hi, I am currently incredibly confused about myself and if I actually am trans or not. I am 27 and amab, I dont think I have ever really shown signs of wanting to be a something other then a guy until recently. I also dont hate/dislike my body. The reason I started thinking I might be trans is because I noticed in all the fanfiction I read I focus on either genderswap or trans stuff, I know that sounds dumb but that made me realize I also always play video games as women if it let's me. I have been lurking in this sub for a couple days and found the dysphoria Bible and while most of it does not sound like me some if it does seem familiar, however I am unsure if that is something that I am actually feeling or just me wanting attention/wanting to fit in somewhere. I know I am good at putting on masks to fit the situation I am in as well as giving the answers people expect to hear when they ask something. So I am not sure if I am trans or if I am just fascinated by trans people and this is me being weird about it? I have talked to an IRL friend that is also trans and they have somewhat helped and given me some online resources as well. Any help or advice or questions to help me just focus my thoughts would be appreciated.