Please tell me if im not in the wrong
im a chubby teen girl who started going to the gym with her moms best friend, and i love it a lot. im struggling with a rlly bad binging ed. ive been to the gym maybe five times and have had to bail early twice. the first time was because i lost my gym card out of nowhere, found it, rushed to the gym and realized i had no water and was in crocs (i just had to walk about 2 miles that day). this time today it was bc im catching a cold, i was super overwhelmed, i got my period and i got lightheaded. i was supposed to walk 3 miles and then do a full work out. i asked my mom to pick me up through text and realized she was mad at me, so thn i got overwhelmed too. i had to talk to her for maybe 5 minutes before convincing her to grab me. when i got in the car i apoligized a bunch and she basically said "you have to stop taking the easy way out, it wasnt that bad" and "your gym buddy thinks you dont want to do this". mind you, im having lots of fun at the gym and im dedicated to loving myself more and losing weight. so i texted my gym buddy a long and genuine apology and when i told my mom and asked if she was still mad at me she said "im just dissapointed, i dont think you wanna do this". im sitting im my dark room now feeling like a shitty person for being such a quitter but my friends are telling me im not wrong. am i wrong?