u/smdmfsueme72

I (27M) went a year without it. I did it because I couldn't feel a thing. In my uni years I had sex with different partners like 3-5 times a week. I felt like the scum of the Earth so I decided thats enough. I told myself I'd only do it with someone I felt connected with. I did. Last weekend. Didn't feel a fucking thing afterwards. How long do I have to be celibate for sex to mean me something? Any tips? I hate this "not feeling a thing" -phase of my life. I feel like shit. At leastearlier I felt worthy from having sex but nowadays I feel like an exploiter for having sex without it being something else than just sex.