u/smithswilliamwest

Since August 4th 2025 I've been a whole year on T. My life is so different now, I pass 100% of the time. Looking at these pictures side by side I don't look so different, but the difference I feel in my day to day life is undoubtedly there. I'd love a bit more facial hair but overall when I see myself in the mirror I see Me, I see a guy.

More than anything I am so happy that I get to finally let myself into my body, when I'm sad and I cry or when life gets hard I can go through it all as myself. not to get esoteric or emotional but the best way I can describe this feeling is that it feels like I was granted a soul and now I get to habit my body. I was living my life before but I was never living it inside myself. When I visualized myself it never looked the way I looked at the time, in a way it felt like I didn't have a physical body, now I do. Now I get to figure my life out from within my body and it feels great. This is the way I look.

I can say T saved my life, I'll gladly say it. Now more than ever I will advocate for DIY hrt. I think this medicine should be easily available for everyone that needs it. I think people like me deserve to start their lives.

pd. please ignore that my glasses are crooked!!

little strip I literally just made about really wanting a little drink but you can't because you're supposed to be cutting back but you really want it but you're supposed to be cutting back but you really really really want it but you're supposed to be cutting back

first pic is the new glasses and second pic is the old glasses. the new ones are bigger and they're sort of oddly shaped. I feel like they at least make me look younger but idk if I'm being paranoid

third pic is full body also dean Norris is there, I'm mostly wondering if the long hair makes me look clocky

my voice is still a huge source of dysphoria for me yet everyone tells me it passes. to me this sounds like a deep girl voice, does it? could anyone name a celebrity or any person with a voice similar to mine? because I think I'm physically incapable of perceiving it objectively