Going to detox
I don’t know what else to do. I don’t have the money for medical detox or rehab, but I can’t figure anyway else to get off of this shit without losing my job. I finally broke down and told my partner last week about my 120mgpd problem.
I reached out for help through my university and went on a medical leave. The substance abuse counselor shopped rehabs for me and put me into contact with Recovery Centers of America.
I want to just hunker down at my partners place and go cold turkey, but I think I’ll lose my job calling out like that.
I toured the facility and it’s really nice and they said they’ll put me in a private room for free (I have severe social anxiety which has only been amplified with my addiction to this shit).
Another problem is my explanation of benefits is going to be sent to my mom in Florida and I don’t want her to know. We have an awful relationship and this will make it worse. I’ve never lived in florida and I can’t change the address with my insurance because it has to be in florida. Does anyone have an address in Florida I could get this sent to? You could just throw it away.
Also, I need to feel better mentally ASAP and I think a sub taper is only going to delay that. Should I say no to Suboxone?
Any advice about a medical detox would be great.