Can’t stop thinking about you and our conversation
I can’t stop thinking about you, I look for you in everything and everywhere I go... after our talk I know that had to be difficult for you to tell me that.. it was difficult for me to hear tbh.. I am sad.. deeply.. but I’m hopeful! I love you!! I hope that you see my effort in doing my best to restore you and I.. us.. you’re still “——en sexy wifey” in my contacts.. look I’ve been absent for far too much of this and I’m beyond ashamed for that, my actions and the unnecessary anger I displayed.. make me feel an inch tall.. I’m embarrassed and sorry I feel awful for hurting you and makin you feel like that.. I thought about what you told me.. I can imagine you had to be somewhat scared/apprehensive to tell me, you didn’t know how I was going to react to that information.. tbh I didn’t know how I’d react.. but thats over so let’s just love each other a little more than normal now.. I love you baby, I have no words to describe how I feel rn.. all I know is I’m going to be with you, we are going to be in the same bed together each and every night because I don’t want to spend an extra minute apart.. I should have been the man I promised and stepped up long ago.. but if you let me step up now and show you, I will not disappoint you! Look this isn’t gonna be easy and all rainbows and unicorn farts.. we are going to work at this and I’m going to show you this Hoosier country boy work ethic you keep hearing about.. I love you and look it’s hard to see a positive in that, I… we.. can turn something awful into something good if we choose.. I choose you, I choose love and I choose forgiveness.. you’ll get tired of my clinginess 💕 ——en I love you, I’m ready to get to work!
P.S. yeah I used “lovers” ima not using the other terms we shall not speak of.. I love you 😘 _ic..