I have little to no time to cosplay a gachiakuta character, so i wanted to ask whose cosplay u guys think its easier to do, I was thinking Remlin but i dont have any spare wig with that color
When I was in pre-school (4-6 years in my country) I had a boy tell me he would give me something (i have no memory of what it was) if i showed him my private parts. I did not know what it meant at the time and so i did, i remember him touching it and i believe i also saw his private parts...
Now, he was exactly my age and i dont think he did anything besides touching the surface (sorry if this is too graphic)
I dont remember a lot, but I think it was more than once...
Again, that doesn't seem like any type of abuse or anything of the sort, but i remember that everytime i tought about it I would feel an extreme guilt (and i still do), even tho i dont think none of us were guilty...
I never told this, never, to anyone (ik guys, im dumping it on the internet, shameful) and the reason is that im afraid of how ppl will perceive me. Mainly because it was not a power type of thing, he was my age and my size, I couldve said no...
I also know that growing up i found men gross...Not in a "ew, boys" way, more like in a "Im disgusted by the presence of man, and I fear them", even if they were kind towards me...
Now i dont know if im being stupid, I mean, if this was nothing and im here being an idiot...idk...but please be kind if you have a strong opinion on this :( i just think i need to tell somebody, even if yall dont know me ig