u/stealingstarss

Im 18 yo girl and i have extreme problem with doing anything. i'm in college but i am completely failing and that might be because I dont even want to go to college. but i fear with out college i'll be a complete loser living with my parents forever. I'm working part time rn and i'm enjoying it but i know it wont get me through life. I have very little motivation and I have tried for years to want to do anything with life but I just cant. I am honestly a lazy bum, but i don't want to be. how do i deal with literally anything at all? sorry for awful grammar or if this is very hard to understand as I am mid break down rn. I want to have a happy life, but im not sure. any advice is helpful thanks