Going on E?
Hey everyone! So I'm new to the whole Reddit thing, but I have so many questions and feelings about my genderfluidness that I have no outlet for. Recently, I, 29 amab, went out in full fem and it was such a life-changing experience for me. The feelings I felt when I looked in the mirror were indescribable. Now, I really want to exist closer to my desired ambiguously gendered self. What I wanted to ask is if any amab people have experience with going on HRT and if it gets to a point where you are no longer able to hide that you are on HRT from people that see you. I own a trade buisiness that requires me to go into peoples homes. I also live in the US where trans people are losing their rights as we speak. I'm terrified to lose business at best and that I will be hunted by my government at worst if I present too fem. I'm sure I'm overworried, but I'm afraid of going too far and never feeling masc enough again or especially of not passing as male at work.