u/steviaisthelord

I went to various residential treatment facilities from ages 14-16, with the worst being Newport Academy. I’ve been out for years now, but I still feel so, so angry. Angry at the staff, angry at my parents, angry at myself for not escaping before I got hurt. I don’t want to feel this way. I just want to move on. But I can’t, because all those facilities are still running, all the people who hurt me are still walking. I can never get those years back and I will never be the same, and nothing was to come from all that suffering. I feel like until I get closure a part of me is still trapped in that god forsaken place. I got my life and my spark ripped away from me and I have yet to receive so much as an apology. How the hell do I move on?