Too Late To Matter
At my last moments
When my chest will finally fall
to never rise
When my mind could no longer -
suffer those lies
Please don't cry for me
Not like I was loved
not like I was your beloved
not like you cared
not like you dared—
to be there
When I was dying
When I was overstimulated -
with all that lying on
When I was losing the hope
not knowing how to cope
I don't need you now
Now that I'm gone
Just leave me alone
I would no longer be there
but at least I would be free—
from their....
Just let me belong
to where i have reached
to a place where
silence had finally ceased
Where no promises fade
Where no heart felt caged
Where the weight I carried
would finally end
Don't call my name
just to ease your pretence pain
The echo won't be answered
They never did then
Keep your flower
Keep your tears
They cannot rewrite
the forgotten years
Just let me be in peace
and you can have your release
~shailvi~