I want to be able to say I was sexually abused by my mother
Is it not sexual abuse when a mother asks their 13-year old pubescent son if he has pubic hair twice in a car on the way to school, ignoring both expressions of distrust and discomfort?
Is it not sexual abuse when your father catches you walking around nude in the morning by mistake and a mother proceeds to ask with delightful curiosity what her son “looks like.” IN FRONT OF YOUR SON WHILE HE IS SHARING YHE ROOM WITH HIS PARENTS.
Is it not sexual abuse when your father replies with vomit inducing pride “like me”.
HANDS, EYES AND MIND OFF MY FUCKING BODY YOU RAPIST FUCKING BITCH.
Edit: I’m no longer using the term covert incest to describe my mother’s abuse codependent and creepy behavior during my childhood. It’s the technical term that no one thinks is real or understands unless they’re a MH professional or a survivor.
The language now is sexual abuse. I was sexually abused by my mother and it was enabled by my father. I want out of this hell today. I am FUCKING DONE WITH THE RAGE.