I think I’m falling in love with you
I’m sorry I’m not better at expressing myself out loud. I know I can be stoic when what you crave is my outward expression.
It’s not that I don’t say how I feel because I don’t feel enough. If anything I feel too much.
I do notice you. I notice how much you do for me. How much thought and effort you put into things with me. I appreciate it way more than my simple thank yous convey.
I know you think I’m used to way more than what you can give me but the truth is you’ve shown me something that can’t be bought. Something that I haven’t felt in a really long time.
When I close my eyes I think about your smile, your touch, your laugh.
I’ll be honest; in the beginning I wasn’t looking for anything serious with you. And to be brutally honest I kind of just thought you would be a convenient casual fling. But you surprised me with how romantic and thoughtful and funny you are.
I love you and I wish that I could bring myself to tell you out loud.